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[Jun. 1st, 2005|11:47 pm] |
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| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | judith-apc | ] |
god i cant freakin take this...my dad sucks dick and thinks hes helpin me but really im about to go insane because of him. i need to move back to deltona-but right now i cant. damn i dont feel like doin this thing anymore.... |
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| youll never believe what happend... |
[May. 30th, 2005|12:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  melancholy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | beautiful mess (i dunno who sings it) | ] |
damn its been a minute. i got kicked outta my sisters house and now im in ocala again...this blows because i really dont talk to anyone from here anymore but i will.also i hooked up with chad from deltona awhile ago-and it hurts sooo much to leave him there. thats the only thing that is makin me want to go back, and i will. i feel like one of those dogs that cant be potty trained so the owners keep gettin rid of it. oh well...oh yeah i got a 2005 civic back in march anyone wanna buy it? lol i wanna get a truck or suv so call me if you want it. (386*878*5313) ok well i guess im gunna go finish unpacking. Chad if you read this-i love you, you ol' dirty foot (more than you know) holla at your girl
-Stacey |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|08:48 pm] |
"X" means ive done it
(X) Been drunk
(X) Kissed a member of the opposite sex
(X) Kissed a member of the same sex
(_) Crashed a friend's car
(_) Been to Japan
(X) Ridden in a taxi
(X) Been in love
(X) Been dumped
(X) Shoplifted
(_) Been fired
(X) Been in a fist fight
(X) Snuck out of my parent's house
(X) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(X) Been arrested
(X) Made out with a stranger
(_) Stole something from my job
(_) Celebrated new years in time square
(_) Gone on a blind date
(X) Lied to a friend
(_) Had a crush on a teacher
(_) Celebrated mardi-gras in new Orleans
(X) Skipped school
(_) Slept with a co-worker
(X) Cut myself on purpose
(_) Been married
(_) Gotten divorced
(_) Had children
(x) Seen someone die
(_) Been to Africa
(_) Had a crush on one of my xanga friends
(X) Slapped someone I loved
(X) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(X) Been to Canada
(X) Been to Mexico
(X) Been on a plane
(x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(X) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been snowboarding
(X) Met someone in person from the internet
(_) Been moshing at a concert
(_) Had real feelings for someone you knew only online
(X) Been in an abusive relationship
(X) Been pregnant or got someone pregnant
(X) Lost a child
(_) Gone to college
(_) Graduated college
(X) Tried killing yourself
(X) Taken painkillers
(X) Intentionally burned oneself
(X) Love someone or miss someone right now
(X) I went to a prom
(X) I've bungee jumped
(X) I've been to a pop concert
(X) I've dated someone for a year or more
(_) I've sold naked pictures of myself
(X) I've been in a car accident
(X) I've slept in the nude
(X) I've hated someone without truely knowing them
(X) I have been to Maine
(X) I've shot a real gun
(_) I've had sex with someone within a week of meeting them
(X) I've made out with someone within 5 days of meeting them
(X) I've done ecstasy
(X) I've gotten my ass kicked
(X) I've been caught smoking
(_) I've milked a cow
(X) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
(X) I've cheated on someone
(_) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
(_) Done something with a bf/gf's sibling
(X) Committed a major minor crime
(X) Dated someone older than you are
(X) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
(X) Ever ran away
(X) Ever given someone a hicky
(X) Ever gotten a hicky
(X) Ever got super drunk
(X) Went skinny dipping
(X) Lied about where ur going
(X) Ever lied about your age
(X) Ever been pantsed
(X) Flashed someone
(_) Had mono
(X) Beer bonged
(X) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|08:38 pm] |
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| |  creative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | until the day i die-story of the year | ] |
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
got my tongue pierced and moved out f my dads house
2. Did you keep your new year's resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i didnt keep my resolution and i wont make any for this year because i dont feel like puttin any effort into anything
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes-jennifer and brittney
4. Did anyone close to you die?
yes my grandma and 2 friends
5. What countries did you visit?
umm none this year
6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
to not be in trouble all the damn time
7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory?
march 18th and dec 21st
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
standing up to my dad but getting kicked out for it
9. What was your biggest failure?
becomming a disappointment to myself
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
umm not that i remember?
11. What was the best thing you bought?
nothing
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
umm
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
mine and nic p's
14. Where did most of your money go?
drugs, and clothes
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
hah umm...
16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
aenema-tool
17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
sadder
ii. Thinner or fatter?
neither
iii. Richer or poorer?
poorer
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
save money spent time with friends
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
drugs
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i dont know or care, it doesnt feel like christmas anymore
22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
no but it still lingers from 03 too
23. How many one night stands?
none
24. What was your favorite TV program?
family guy
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
nope
26. What was the best book you read?
go ask alice and jays journal
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
APC
28. What did you want and get?
nothing
29. What did you want and not get?
everything
30. What was your favorite film of this year?
shit i dunno
31. What did you do on your birthday?
got drunk
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
workinin things out with a certain someone and my dad
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
confused yet cute lol
34. What kept you sane?
friends
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i dont know
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
the election-politics are so screwed up
37. Who did you miss?
everyone from ocala
38. Who was the best new person you met?
autumn and zack
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
dont do drugs
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Taking Back Sunday "you're so last summer "
She said, dont, dont let it go to your head
boys like you are dime a dozen, dime a dozen,
she said your a touch over rated |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  complacent | ] |
| [ | music |
| | cigarettes-seether | ] |
so yeah i havnt written in awhile so ithought id catch up a little bit. i got the charges dropped, and im still goin to my school lol-umm i get my liscense march 18th-good stuff. umm im dating a new guy, and went through a couple since. but i guess im gunna go do somethin |
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[Nov. 26th, 2004|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  devious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hmm something by atreyu? | ] |
hmm so whats new? yup got kicked outta my current high school and im either goin to a private school or movin back in with my pops-decisions, decisions? lol yeah so i also have a felony charge for gettin into a fight with some slut-shes now pressing charges because she had 6 hairline fractures in her busted ass face...and to really put the icing on the cake, there trying to get me for breaking and entering bc the dumb bitch wouldnt answer her door so i went around the back and let myself in....lol oops! oh well it was worth it. but im gunna go find somethin useful to do...peace (brian white i miss you and love ya lots!!!!) |
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[Nov. 18th, 2004|04:06 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | cynical | ] |
| [ | music |
| | black hole sun-soundgarden | ] |
whoa-yeah so my neighbor brittney told my sister that i skip school all the time and im all hardcore into coke and pot which is bullshit...yeah i skipped school a lot (everyone who really knows me knows that lol) but the part about me doin coke and smokin all the time is bullshit. for once im clean...its weird but i am lol. so yesterday my sister called the school and asked for my attendence record and they gave her a bunch of dates so im in a lot of shit again! yeah i dunno if im gunna be gettin kicked out of another house yet or not...but this blows! im always in trouble for stupid shit. oh well if i get to stay im stayin outta trouble-no more of the bullshit. im tryin to stay on the internet for as long as possible so my sister cant call the school (she called today and i didnt go, and the school told her that so i told her it says i wasnt there because i was late to all my classes, so shes tryin to call and find out if it will say that i wasnt there if i was tardy) so im tryin to wait till like 5b so everyone at the school will leave so she cant talk to them. but i dunno-fuck it all, maybe itll be a good thing if i get kicked out? this just sucks! im tired of moving. and leavin everything well everyone thats important to me. (chris b <3 you mean more to me than you know-in more ways than one) well im gunna go try to find somethin to take my mind off of all the bullshit-you all can call my cell if you want (prolly wont beable to answer it but try anyways. peace
-Stacey |
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|07:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | duality-slipknot | ] |
hmm lets see whats new? i havnt been to school in over a week (well i have but not to class) lol hmm i broke up with james, and now im just pimpin it lol i got kicked outta my sisters house but got out of that somehow, and i dunno if im gunna be movin back to ocala? i kinda hope so but in a way not, i dunno im once again confused...oh well shit happens. alright well im gunna go i miss everyone and love yall. peace |
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[Oct. 27th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
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| |  sleepy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | so cold-breaking benjamin | ] |
hmm soo whats new? i live with my sister-its straight except i wanna move out. i cant take it here-they freak out and stress over everything. and im actually clean for once. oh well-i have a new BF named james, hes like the best thing that happened to me since i moved here. but i guess im gunna go since i have a life now lol. oh im droppin out and goin to storefront in march, and i got a new car 96 honda acord lol uh oh! peace love and big titties
-stacey |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2004|11:39 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  high | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sublime-caress me down | ] |
damn i havnt written in awhile-so yeah im livin in deltona now its cool...theres never a borin moment lol. i miss everyone though. itll be alright though-but i guess im gunna go chill with some people...i miss and love ya all |
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[Sep. 14th, 2004|08:25 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | drained | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i had a bad day again-fuel | ] |
so yeah i started deltona high today...damn it sucked-the schools not bad but its a long ass day-wakin up at the asscrack of dawn (5) to catch the cheesewagon lol. damn march needs to hurry up and roll around. so yeah my classes suck too, i have spanish, eng2, biology and geometry. then next semester im gunna have spanish2, eng3, communications tech2, and american history...fun stuff right? right. so yeah im goin to be workin for my brother setting appts. for him through the phone, workin for his mom at the beauty salon, and then maybe a job at the italian resturant down the street...i dunno yet though-def. the first 2. i hooked up with this kid named rob a couple days ago too....hes really nice. but i gotta go shower and get ready for bed...another long ass day tomarrow...bye! |
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[Sep. 8th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | my smokin song-ll wyte | ] |
yup-another fun day in deltona...i survived hurricane frances-then another one is supposed to hit monday-damn global warming is fuckin everything up. i start school monday unless ivan hits. i went out with chad last night. it was fun. hmm what else is new? i need a boyfriend-lol i never usually say that but i do...and i miss everyone in ocala :( but other than that im good for once. maybe me moving will turn out to be a good thing? |
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[Sep. 1st, 2004|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  hyper | ] |
| [ | music |
| | wrong way-sublime | ] |
yeah moved today-damn i feel really bad about my dad because i know he's hurting now...he needs me, but everything will be ok i suppose. i can come back if i want to he said now...hah poor guy-he already misses me and i havnt even been gone for 24 hours...i miss him too though (i never thought id say that because he can be a dick, but he is still my dad.) but anyways-i chilled with brittney and greg tonight. it was fun-they wanna have a threesome with me lol im thinkin about it-because they both do look good so we'll see hah-ok well im hyper as shit, but at the same time depressed-how does that work? lol |
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| confusion....the story of my life |
[Aug. 31st, 2004|07:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | stressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | its been awhile-staind | ] |
so yeah im leaving tomarrow morning for deltona. i with drawled from school today and said goodbye to everyone. wow im gunna miss brian. he means more to me than he'll ever know...but i WILL keep in touch with everyone. damn im so confused, i dont wanna leave but in a way i do-i need a break from all the shit at home with my dad. so yeah i start school there thursday-but enroll tomarrow morning-its gunna be really weird-but itll be ok, ill come back after school or sooner. but if blair, dan, will, nic, ricky, or brian reads this-i love you and ill always be thinkin about you. you all have affected me in no way anyone else could. thanks
:'( please remember |
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[Aug. 30th, 2004|05:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | music |
| | sober-tool | ] |
oh shit im moving to deltona...its kinda scary. im really gunna miss everyone-but ill be back. tomarrow is my last day at belleview. im gunna cry- |
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[Aug. 28th, 2004|09:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | got it twisted-mobb deep | ] |
hmm chillin in deltona this weekend. debating whats gunna happen if i move here. wow this sucks! hardest shit ive ever had to deal with...i dunno know what to do. im leaning more towards movin here-but i dunno yet. if anyone had any advice please be sure to let me know because as of now im fucked. |
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[Aug. 26th, 2004|06:00 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | depressed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | blue-a perfect circle | ] |
so yeah i might be gettin kicked outta my house, ill know within the next couple of days...if i do then ill be moving to deltona with my sister. i broke up with austin today b/c of all the shit thats goin on too-it sucks...oh well. i miss will! he made me cry today too, (not intentionally though)then i got a referal today too for walkin outta class b/c i started cryin-gay stuff! but i have to go byee |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2004|05:34 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | hollow-a perfect circle | ] |
yeah another fun day at school. i really miss blair, we're not allowed to hang out anymore b/c of some of the shit that was in my journal. it will work out though. Ricky's comin over today, i havnt seen him in like at least 3 months...i miss him. aww austin is such a sweetie! he's very affectionite, and i like that for a change. we're doin somethin on Wed. since its early release...but im gunna go b/c rickys here! leave comments!!! bye |
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[Aug. 22nd, 2004|01:54 am] |
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| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | same in the end-sublime | ] |
hmm yup sittin here bein bored....fun! anyways-i went to the movies tonight but didnt accually go see a movie lol-me, greg, and brittney dropped off her bro and his friend then left and chilled for a lil while. me and dan had a serious convo tonight, and it kinda upset pretty bad...i feel like shit-b/c i care about him, its a hard situation so im not gunna even explain it. but i do miss him. anyways, damn i want monday to hurry up and get here...school needs to start so it can get over lol. but i guess im off to bed b/c i have to get up early for church...goodnight!! |
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[Aug. 20th, 2004|02:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | restless | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the new workout plan-kanye west | ] |
so yeah me and will broke up a couple days ago, then last night i hooked up last night. hopefully this will work out...me and will didnt see eachother-or even talk really. so austin is in a bunch of my classes so its good. but anyways, im in deltona for the weekend. my dad flipped out on me again the other night for smokin in my room-he sucks. oh well, aww angelo is gunna get locked up again...that sucks. i talked to derick the other day too, hes doin good-i miss him though. well theres not too much interesting shit goin on in my life so i guess im done...you all should post me comments so i dont feel like such a loser lol. love ya all |
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